That’s lovely, avb. Thank you! 🙂

YOU WILL LOVE AGAIN THE STRANGER WHO WAS YOURSELF

Derek Walcott

Thanks AVB, and Ian

I’ll happily take all the encouragement I can get at the moment :).

I drive about an hour to work each day and yesterday found myself praying….mmmm….I know this should be normal but its been awhile since I ‘just’ prayed…not ‘church prayer’ or ‘I’m in a desperate moment’ prayer or even ‘someone has a need’ prayer…just prayer – spontainious, joyful.

To be truthful it beats the hell out of anxiety and fear! :bigsmile:

I believe that might be called communion with God…… 0:)

Thanks AVB. Its been awhile since I have experienced that… i know it is just a beginning but its nice to have a beginning of something.

Writing out my thoughts has been a great help in my sorting out what I am thinking / feeling / deciding to do.

Still a lot of things to sort out but I am moving in the right direction. Thank you to everyone who has replied to my posts or who have shared their story here…every story has helped in some way.