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Joined in 2012
April 29, 2012, 21:53

I thought that I'd load up some of my poems and see what people think about them. Some are fragmented songs that I've writen as well, so please be adviced that they could be that.

Admission of guilt | Admission of mistakes I've made by Timothy Grady.

You gotta stop making excuses, you gotta stop blaming everyone else.

Take responsibility for your actions, take responsibility for yourself.

Your words mean nothing, they’re empty because of the actions you’ve taken.

You think that everything is about you, But I’m sorry but you’re sadly mistaken.

This is a song addressed to myself, I’m the one making excuses and blaming everyone else.

I’m the one being so self-centred, I just want to take responsibility for my actions, for myself.

Maybe if I wasn’t so lonely, maybe if I wasn’t so depressed I’d take notice of the mistakes that I keep making every time love comes my way.

Maybe time will change me and maybe time will heal the pain but how can I feed into this delusion when I’ve never seen this for myself?

My mind is clouded with the pressures of the day. My spirit appears to be in chains. Oh God save me from myself and from the devils claims.

Tired by Timothy Grady

Why won’t this pain that’s felt on the inside just subside because I am tired of fighting?

Why won’t you just cover me with your grace so I move along with my life?

Show me the difference between fact and fiction, a life with living.

Help me find the way to the starting line so I can run this race to the end of my life.

Help me find myself again, sweet life, oh wretched life.

Give me more than the tools I have to get out of this hole I have lead myself to and back to where I am suppose to be.

‘Cause I’m tired of all this fighting on the inside and the pain in the faces around me.

I’m tired of seeing them disappointed and tired of being pressured to fix whatever words that were said in ill advisement.

So I pray that you help me because these dark feelings are taking over.

They are taking over my mind and my soul, affecting every part of me

I pray that you help me find resolution.

And I pray that it might be in speedy time.

‘Cause I am tired of fighting all these feelings on the inside

Ones of suicide and of self harm.

I pray that they may just all go away.

and I pray in speedy time.

Dare Not | My question to youby Timothy Grady

You dare not preach what you do not understand.

Dare not know what is right and what is wrong.

‘Cause everybody is so scared that they might be wrong,

But they’re so certain that they are so right.

But how do you know that’s He really said?

God, Your knowledge is eternal but how do I know that your Word is true

When it’s been misconstrude

Been miscomunicated for so long?

How do I know?

How do I know?

You dare not be the one to tell me what to do

Dare not speak for what you do not understand,

That's what you say. That's what you say.

You say that's what you know in your heart

But how do you know?

How do you know that's my question to you?

Mother Hen
Joined in 2011
April 30, 2012, 09:14

Hi Timothy,

Thanks for sharing your poems with us, words that are so personal. There is healing in writing such words from the heart and soul. May you find peace and comfort through writing them.

God Bless

Ann Maree
Joined in 2008
April 30, 2012, 19:07

Hi Timothy

I echo Mother Hen's beautiful sentiments.

And thanks for opening your soul to us.


Ann Maree

Joined in 2012
May 2, 2012, 09:15

The inevitable is here and now.

So what will you do?

Your heart has been sincere.

But wicked is the hearts desires. (Don't you know?)

So how can we be honest?

How can we be true (to ourselves)?

Tell me God how can we be honest?

What are we to do?

Tell me what to do?

Sophia Chokhmah
Joined in 2011
May 3, 2012, 12:09

I relate to "Tired"…. I have been there, and sometimes even now I am briefly there again. Thanks for sharing your heart 🙂

Joined in 2012
May 8, 2012, 18:40

Isolate my self.

Isolate the problem and let it consume.

Isolate the faith and dishonour the grace

that has been placed in my life.

Oh God why am I so ignorant?

Is it because of my sin?

I've asked for forgiveness

but I don't feel it will end so soon.

Why am I so addicted

to the things that hurt both me and You?

I just want to make it all go away

But I fear that You might go too.

Please help me find resolution

Please help me find rest

I don't want to be the one hurt and bleeding

just like the rest.

I fear the darkness is instilling in me

a Spirit of death.

So God send down an angel

and rescue me from earth.

Joined in 2007
June 3, 2012, 18:02


Tears and droplets, falling from heaven.

Catch a penny, falling upon your belly.

Guide and love down a spiral of turns.

The Angel of hope is only looking down on you.

Sing a spell, to join a chorus line in true song.

Make your hope stand clear and proud.

Live in your new direction, in uncharted melodies in inner harmony.

Peace knocks at your door, you only answer that bell now.

A chime in the wind, that sparkles of pure essence and true bright light.

Your Joy is forming a shape, that fits in your small jacket pocket.

The keys have now opened, a lock of distent spells.

Your trials and tribulations, stand in court before the Holy Lord God.

A Heavenly Father taps you on the shoulder, and says go in my son.

The Grand Pearly Gates are now opened, don’t be shy.

Walk in and lay out in a relaxed way, before your Lord God.

Clouds are fluffy, soft gentle and calm, like you are in a very long dream sleep.

He speaks out to you, and switches on the light, that is inside your Beautiful Mind.

You have now reached the pinnacle of Heaven’s Holy Eternal Grace.

So Peace is for you right now.

Joined in 2012
June 4, 2012, 14:39

Title: Dwelling in the Lord | Dwell in me

His breath gave me life,

His love puts an end to all I fear.

For His Son paid the price.

For He is here in this place and I shall not fear.

Dwell in me O'Lord.

For I can't be forefilled by anything that is of this place.

Dwell in me O'Lord

I just want to feel safe.

Dwell in me.

Dwell in me.

Joined in 2012
June 6, 2012, 16:32

Guilty of nothing but loving you…I can see the wrong I've done but I will never stop loving you…But you stopped loving me long ago…when I was with another…off on my adventure…away loving another. How could I be so stupid? How could I be so daft? The way I treated you I deserved to be thrown on my arse. But I will remember…the good times and the bad…and I will remember…how you and I meant so much to each other…but sitting here without you…I'm near tears.

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