Hey, thank you Orfeo and oooooo … you are kind!!! Things are so much better now. I’m much more settled, spending more time with God AND have a beautiful partner. I don’t think I will ever reconcile everything but I don’t have the same sense of anxiety. I’ve met some really faithful Christians who are godly and gay … crazy hey 😉 That has been a HUGE help and has helped me gain clarity. I’ve also been reading John and just learning more about Jesus. I feel deep love for Him and want to know Him more. Sometimes issues cloud that.

Thanks for letting me rant from time to time . Some really great people here! 🙂