Good to hear from you again. 🙂 In answer to your question, I'd say your feeling of discomfort is a normal part of trying to unthink the things you were conditioned with and thought were true. It takes a while of investigating and challenging these before being comfortable and convinced of your new reality. Anthony Venn Brown, Founder of f2b, has talked about the different stages of acceptance we go through when reconciling our sexuality. If you like, you could send him a via private message and ask more about this. His username is avennbrown.