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magsdee
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May 3, 2007, 00:04

Update I have a girlfriend D and she is simply Gorgeous wink

health wise things are really on the improve and seems to have accelerated in the last 2weeks, this will sound strange but I can actually move my legs to crawl(I am recovering from MS) which means the body is gearin up to walk D ….I am feeling very at ease with my orientation and that God loves me. My Mum is much better with it all as well and likes my g/f a lot but it seems my older bro is not, was told tonight by him, that if I ever need a hand personally thats fine but any part of my personal life I am not to involve any of his family and “kids” who are 24 and over.

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Anthony Venn-Brown
 
Joined in 2005
May 3, 2007, 11:58

good news Maggie about your life and health. Your brother will need some education and time it seeems

magsdee
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May 30, 2007, 10:52

Well I can say that officially my family suck….first my brother’s outburst i mentioned above driven by his wife so i found out later since more crap happened and now my sister….ever since i have a “great” g/f for a change my sister has become all weird and tries to hamper my time with her or control it, my mum lives with me and every other weekend or so mum stays with someone to give me time to myself… well since i have a g/f its become a problem, i do feel it goes deeper than just a sexual issue, they looked down on my last g/f but this one is fabulous, so she seems a threat, anddddddd i have a life of my own and getting better all the time with my health……..isnt jealousy an ugly thing………and yes there is a hint of homophobia, but it seems there was always an excuse to have a shitty with me as far as i can remember.

I couldnt believe what awful things my sister said to me today that had nothing to do with what we were talking about, amazing what comes out that lies underneath shock she is now taking mum to her place for a few days because im such a “bad” person that upsets a mother who makes a drama out of the fact that tea bags are now pull string. shes a great mum but anyone who knows euro parents knows they make a mountain out of a lump of dirt……….

frogger
 
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May 31, 2007, 18:43

im sending squishies

magsdee
Disabled
Joined in 2006
September 6, 2007, 16:39

I just listened to some great preaching from http://www.dayspring.com.au called entering the holy place by David macmillan. Its on the podcast section on the site on the left as you enter the sight.


It really brings home the NT fulfillment by Jesus of the OT shadow of being able to enter the presence of God due to blood covering. And thats all that was needed. (except in the Nt we have to believe to be covered)


He describes the ascent up the mountain by Moses and the elders, it blew me away with a fresh revelation of how much God just wants us to be able to draw near to him and that compared to the blood of animals how much better do we have it with Jesus blood being shed. But still amazed that the animal blood was what enabled these guys to stand in Gods presence. As we know it ended up being insufficient so the need for the Blood of Jesus.

Anyhow, wont give too much away, its really worth it. Just be patient with the beginning. It helped concrete in me how much God loves me and that it is purely by grace we can commune with God as we are.

magsdee
Disabled
Joined in 2006
September 11, 2007, 15:29

I was thinking recently, that even if homosexuality is a result of the fall, meaning just part of a number of things that arent as they were at creation, compensation has been made for that by Jesus blood. As I have stated before and many of us know, Jesus said nix about Homosexuality.


Once upon a time a person with schizophrenia was considered demon possessed and still to this day many Christians believe that they are but science proved that it was a form of inbalance in the brain. Some have been exorcised and come out well but very rarely has that happened.

Science may one day indeed prove that homosexuality is an inbalance of some sort or geneticly driven, if so they wont find a cure and the church will finally have to accept that yes, we have no say in this. I just keep thinking how sad it is that the world at large is still so ignorant on the subject, mostly the church world. Its a shame that they are so blind to see that the blood of Jesus covers a multitude of things as a result of the fall as such and just sweep under the carpet the thing that Jesus said ” all that come to me I will in no way turn away”…….. Jesus also said at the cross “it is finished” what is finished? the redemption by blood of man back to God through Him, as we are with our fallen imperfections yet acceptable in Gods sight and Jesus left a set of standards to follow.


The majority arent always right as history has proven over and over again in regards to teaching and we as Glbtiq Christians are certainly challenging that. If the words and teachings of Jesus arent given much attention and the church is putting the teachings of the Son of God below that of the apostles, I think we are heading down a questionable path. Jesus told us how to live and as a lez woman I do my best to hold to that and he said nought about homosexuality, so in essence I am no different to any other christian out there gay or straight.


( I am in no way implying that homosexuality is a disease or a disability, Im just putting my thoughts out there regarding looking at it from this perspective being a possibility as it is with countless other things that are acceptable in society)

magsdee
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November 20, 2007, 21:55

You know the one thing Im starting to find after 3 r/ships and a handful of g/f’s along the way in the last 20yrs of being lesbian on and off, its hard to find someone who wont flirt with someone else. It seems the falling in love thing is just fleeting until the next person comes along or someone else grabs the person’s attention. To me being in love and loving the person your with means you just dont want to flirt, online or otherwise with anyone else, you dont still thinkabout or are in touch with your past interests, online or otherwise, sure you can be friends with you ex’s sometimes but thats just what they are your ex’s and the flame you had for them is with the one your with now. I dont know, I dont undertstand r/ships and I doubt I ever will, Im 40, Im tired and just dont get it anymore. I havent busted up with my current g/f or anything, just something that seems to raise its head on and off in the last 7mths, sometimes I wish I was born a eunuch, no desire for a partner at all but no such luck……….I guess every r/ship has its kinks along the way, my last one was horrendous to say the least, maybe that still has to heal, Im positive it does. I guess Im just disapointed.

Anthony Venn-Brown
 
Joined in 2005
November 20, 2007, 23:06

I’m with you Maggie on the flirting thing……I think its disrespectful to the partner and deception to the person they are flirting with…..unless they plan to follow through. not sure what is worse……….then I think……is maybe its my own insecurities…….and I jsut need to chill out more and not get jealous……then I realise we all have different values…….you can have a partner who has most to the same as you but not all.


Every had those sort of conversations go though your head……I know that doesn’t help much…..except to let you know you are normal.


I think the trick is to know what you top values are in a relationship……the ones further down the list you can compromise a bit on if the top ones are stable.


One thing I do know is that once you are clear on your relationship values……if you are in a relationship which is not in harmony with those you wont be in it for long.

Myfanwe
 
Joined in 2007
November 20, 2007, 23:11

*hugs*


I understand how you feel, although this has not been an issue in my current relationship, and never from my side in any relationship, I do know the feeling of being with someone who flirts and or keeps in touch with exes.


The only ex I am in contact with nowadays is my ex-husband, and then only because we have kids.


I hope things get better.


Blessings,

magsdee
Disabled
Joined in 2006
November 20, 2007, 23:43

I can cope with the keeping in touch with ex’s, my goodness especially if kids are involved. Our priorities and values are the same, looking back on it knowing her, she just teases, not in the sense of a sexual tease but just playing to tick the other person off in a playful way, I know much of it is my own insecurity, I need to see myself better than I do (fall out from my previous still I guess) and give her some credit for not choosing a loser LOL……thanks for the hugs, much needed, I think she could do with one too. But thankyou both……Im sure we will be fine. I have to take the old glasses off and see she fell in love with me as I am, as she told me.
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